When I die I hope you find this –
Some things are hard to say face to face.
Some things are hard to say at all,
Even to oneself.
It makes it real.
It makes it too real.
I pretend I’m someone else.
Everything is fine.
I pretend.
The way it should be.
Falling in love in the spring.
Swimming in the summers ocean.
Watching the leaves fall.
Death in winter.